TO THE LIMIT? IT'S BEYOND LIMITS.

LIFE'S GOOD!

i woke up this morning feeling awesome. well it s not that i suddenly went bonkers in order to get this feeling. but when i thought about how life was the day before and i compare it to today, i m just glad.

and yea, i realised i ve been way too dreary. let s start looking on the bright side of life for once.

and weekends, rock. no, actually i m referring to saturday afternoons to sunday evenings. and that s good enough. always better than nothing. :D





be appreciative.

a brand new kind of life

i survived. that s about all that i can say. learnt many valuable lessons in the past week, the type that people term as life lessons. but i guess the most important thing i learnt is to not take anything for granted. be thankful, always. be appreciative. be glad that life is good. tomorrow can be worse. or there might well be no tomorrow at all.

should i say i was complacent? or confident?




anyways, put the serious stuff aside. it s time for the festive mood! CNY. reunion dinner today, hardly a reunion at all. just the usual people that appear during weekends. tomorrow should be better, i hope. dun be too confident about it, expect less, anything more will be a surprise. a pleasant one.






kiddos all grown up. and now i m ranked lower than them. it s like taking the prelims for 4 years, and now, i m taking the final examination for 2 years. i can say that, the prelims are way easier than the final exam. but at least, i braced myself for it.

just 8 more times. in the mean time, i have to decide, whether i want more of it. am i up for the challenge? i know now, it definitely is.



valentines day.



i miss japan and bintan.
and a life.

TIM

this post is dedicated to Hahn Dong Seok.

because to him, i can only express remorse and regret. if i ever made a promise, i ll stay true to it. i mean my word. BUT, i broke not 1, not 2 but 3 promises i made to tim. i m so ashamed.

so tim, if you still remember (i highly suspect you dun), please forgive me.

the promises were:

ONE : Plan Z. we'll sit by that cambodian beach and watch the sunrise.

TWO: i will organise an all guys outing.

THREE: i m suppose to tell you something when the time is right, because you told me yours.


i fulfilled none. i suppose i can make amends by changing the beach to the one at ECP or pasir ris park. the poker nights should make up for 2. and 3, i ll say, the time aint right. or maybe it was, you know, but you missed the auspicious hour. anyway, sorry dude.

going in tomorrow. completed tasks like going to chinatown for the festive mood, done with all the cleaning, installing football frenzy, and a good dinner with the 5. alright that s about it. bring on the new challenge! if it even is.





negative, over.

the unsolved puzzle.

i'm smiling as i type, because somebody lighted up the rest of my night. thank you.



life is a path lined with rough rocks. it ain't easy to stroll down the path. there are bound to be obstacles. times that you fall and your knees are scraped and bleeding. times that you rise from the falls and heed the wounds. and there are times that you stand tall and look back, looking at how far you've come. looking at the amount of blood, sweat and tears shed and what they were shed for. it's amazing to realize what are the things you put in effort for, trying to make it all right, the things that you care for. and also to find out the many times that things didn't go your way, didn't go as planned. perhaps, it's fate. maybe, that rocky path was there all the while, you are just walking down a one-way street. or maybe, you can create your own path.

i don't know.

but i know something. if you don't try, you never know it might be possible. just try. make it your best shot. and someday, you might just create the path you wanted all along.




i tried. so hard that i'm tired.
then i wonder. perhaps, it's really fate.


only time will tell, or has it been told?


am i fated to fall and never stand up again??

since that night, i couldnt sleep.

just completed another book. it s like watching another movie. speaking of movies, watched Blind Side last week. it was good. ok, almost any movie would be good after abstaining for a month.

life s pretty boring. and everyone make it seem like i m gonna die in a few days time. which is true to a certain extent. no more civilian life. but i m kinda glad in a way. being a student for two thirds of your life, suddenly, the occupation blank changes its content. that s something new.

let s grow up, it s time to be fully independent. serve the nation dudes!