Ok, soccer yesterday was horredous. Shouldnt say more about it, if not will be blamed even more and get scolded even more. whatever. Seems like my performance is 'deproving'. Last time i said my headers were improving, and yes it seems better but suddenly i m not as good on the ground. Ying Lun was right, in school i was so much better, but i think i know why. It s the opponents and the court.
At CCAB, we play all kinds of people. Short, tall, thin, fat, dark, fair, noob, pro, in between etc. but seems like we are playing older people more often when we go there. It s either JC or Army who frequent ccab more often. In school, we play only against school mates. and we always play against the same old people. After a while, you will know how to play most effectively against them. And then, the O level period drove most of the sec 4s away from the court. In the end, i played against sec 1s more often than people of similar standards. The location matters a lot too. 4 years in the SJI court, visit it almost every school day during lower sec, and slightly less often in upper sec. I m already familiarized with the walls of the court, how not to whack the ball onto the roof or onto the road and evade the ANG MOH. Bleddy German.
CCAB is much more different. It presents different situations with every kick and shows us new and better play when the bigger boys strut their stuff. We go there and learn many new ways of playing and criticise some lousier ways. And more recently, criticising our own mates. Last week, Lucas was the main man. He hardly had any chance to play and when he had, some will start scolding him for small little things. I was a minor vicim last week. This week i m prime.
Yea i know you reading out there would have lots of thoughts that is opposing what i think, but, this is my blog and i have the right to post my genuine thoughts and not be just a head nodder.
Honestly, sometimes when others start blabbering about stuff they think is right and want me to agree, i might just say yes yes yes just to avoid further debate. But there are also times when i think i should stand up for my self and not be a pushover even though i dun like to debate. Since young i know i havent been much of an intimidating figure or someone with lots of authourity and power. I never saw myself as a leader who someone can look up to. But NCC and SJI gave me that chance and showed me that it s time i grow up and have my own thinking.
Moving back to the soccer yesterday, i appreciate the scolding and blaming as it shows that my team mates care about the game and that they know i could do something better at that time, something that can salvage the situation which means i should have at least some quality, isnt it?
Yep, quality. I know many people who has quality. But sometimes, that s the max. It cant get any higher. Everyone s different. So if you are good, you are good. If you are playing with people who arent that good, dun push them too hard to be as good as you. In my case, i m not sure if i can improve further. I m so injury prone and just picked up another injury from yesterday. This time left ankle gone. Went home swollen yesterday. I m just trying to prove to you people that i m not making up excuses. If i m in the wrong, i WILL admit it. I WILL blame myself. Because i want to improve. Yesterday's injury isnt fake fyi. From now on i have to wear 2 ankle guards on both legs.
Words can be very powerful. I m not good at saying but i can express myself better when i have a bit more time to process my thoughts for that few seconds. I know i m a lot slower than many people in terms of intellectual ability. i dun deny that. That s why i hope you wont blame me for typing my thoughts out here instead of saying face to face. And i hope you wont mistake my tone (again) and think i m pissed and angry with you people. And i hope this post wont inject those emotions into you too.
I m actually a very simple person. I just hope that people respect each other and not carry out their actions too far. Sometimes joking and making fun of one another is good laughing exercise but what matters most is that you dun really mean what you joke. Being a 'fake racist' for a second or two is acceptable. But i will still respect people from other races deep in my heart. Especially those from Bangladesh, India, Indonesia etc. We sometimes call them Banglas, IT savvy, muds or matts (they called it themselves) but these are all inside jokes and should not be carried onto our later lives. Even these immigrants leave their homes and work under the sun as construction workers, cleaners or even someone who sell drinks, they didnt offend you, so dun curse them and hate their race or religion. In future, we might just work under one of them, so learn their culture and respect that, respect everyone even Terence or Elian or whoever. Everyone's unique, if you dun like, then just dun mention too much about that person and live your life. simple as that.
If you have read till here, thanks for your respect. Before you start cursing and swearing, try to kick that habit. It s not healthy, like smoking and drinking.
Ahh... feel so much better after getting those words off my mind. To conclude, EVERY INDIVIDUAL IS UNIQUE, RESPECT THAT. You either like it or hate it but if you dun do it, others wont like you either.
OK my blog, my genuine thoughts. Dun take it to heart if my unpolished words offended you in any way. I dun mean to target anyone, just summarizing my feelings.
:D ok finally i m updating about the trip to Bangkok. I ll beat Reuben's number of pictures! I hope...
Actually the aim of the Bangkok trip is to do shopping! But didnt buy much, just had a day of sight seeing.


>>> Somerset Apartments

>>>Traffic as usual
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>>> One of the newest malls, Central World, quite grand

>>>Forced to be lame

>>> Thai food at the quite famous highend foodcourt franchise, Food Loft




>>>Nightscene outside Central World

>>>Tourist attraction: Four faced Buddha




>>>BTS track
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>>>Taxi we booked for a day for sightseeing

>>>In the Grand Palace


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>>>Dun be mistaken, the Buddha isnt doing a handstand, camera tilted

>>>The famous reclining Buddha
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>>> One of the many artistic photos


>>> Thailand the Buddhist country

>>>Buddha's head

>>>Toeprint

>>>One of my fav photos. There s a whole line of pots around the Buddha for people to put coins in one by one for good luck or something like that

>>>Marble temple, the walls are made of marble
At CCAB, we play all kinds of people. Short, tall, thin, fat, dark, fair, noob, pro, in between etc. but seems like we are playing older people more often when we go there. It s either JC or Army who frequent ccab more often. In school, we play only against school mates. and we always play against the same old people. After a while, you will know how to play most effectively against them. And then, the O level period drove most of the sec 4s away from the court. In the end, i played against sec 1s more often than people of similar standards. The location matters a lot too. 4 years in the SJI court, visit it almost every school day during lower sec, and slightly less often in upper sec. I m already familiarized with the walls of the court, how not to whack the ball onto the roof or onto the road and evade the ANG MOH. Bleddy German.
CCAB is much more different. It presents different situations with every kick and shows us new and better play when the bigger boys strut their stuff. We go there and learn many new ways of playing and criticise some lousier ways. And more recently, criticising our own mates. Last week, Lucas was the main man. He hardly had any chance to play and when he had, some will start scolding him for small little things. I was a minor vicim last week. This week i m prime.
Yea i know you reading out there would have lots of thoughts that is opposing what i think, but, this is my blog and i have the right to post my genuine thoughts and not be just a head nodder.
Honestly, sometimes when others start blabbering about stuff they think is right and want me to agree, i might just say yes yes yes just to avoid further debate. But there are also times when i think i should stand up for my self and not be a pushover even though i dun like to debate. Since young i know i havent been much of an intimidating figure or someone with lots of authourity and power. I never saw myself as a leader who someone can look up to. But NCC and SJI gave me that chance and showed me that it s time i grow up and have my own thinking.
Moving back to the soccer yesterday, i appreciate the scolding and blaming as it shows that my team mates care about the game and that they know i could do something better at that time, something that can salvage the situation which means i should have at least some quality, isnt it?
Yep, quality. I know many people who has quality. But sometimes, that s the max. It cant get any higher. Everyone s different. So if you are good, you are good. If you are playing with people who arent that good, dun push them too hard to be as good as you. In my case, i m not sure if i can improve further. I m so injury prone and just picked up another injury from yesterday. This time left ankle gone. Went home swollen yesterday. I m just trying to prove to you people that i m not making up excuses. If i m in the wrong, i WILL admit it. I WILL blame myself. Because i want to improve. Yesterday's injury isnt fake fyi. From now on i have to wear 2 ankle guards on both legs.
Words can be very powerful. I m not good at saying but i can express myself better when i have a bit more time to process my thoughts for that few seconds. I know i m a lot slower than many people in terms of intellectual ability. i dun deny that. That s why i hope you wont blame me for typing my thoughts out here instead of saying face to face. And i hope you wont mistake my tone (again) and think i m pissed and angry with you people. And i hope this post wont inject those emotions into you too.
I m actually a very simple person. I just hope that people respect each other and not carry out their actions too far. Sometimes joking and making fun of one another is good laughing exercise but what matters most is that you dun really mean what you joke. Being a 'fake racist' for a second or two is acceptable. But i will still respect people from other races deep in my heart. Especially those from Bangladesh, India, Indonesia etc. We sometimes call them Banglas, IT savvy, muds or matts (they called it themselves) but these are all inside jokes and should not be carried onto our later lives. Even these immigrants leave their homes and work under the sun as construction workers, cleaners or even someone who sell drinks, they didnt offend you, so dun curse them and hate their race or religion. In future, we might just work under one of them, so learn their culture and respect that, respect everyone even Terence or Elian or whoever. Everyone's unique, if you dun like, then just dun mention too much about that person and live your life. simple as that.
If you have read till here, thanks for your respect. Before you start cursing and swearing, try to kick that habit. It s not healthy, like smoking and drinking.
Ahh... feel so much better after getting those words off my mind. To conclude, EVERY INDIVIDUAL IS UNIQUE, RESPECT THAT. You either like it or hate it but if you dun do it, others wont like you either.
OK my blog, my genuine thoughts. Dun take it to heart if my unpolished words offended you in any way. I dun mean to target anyone, just summarizing my feelings.
:D ok finally i m updating about the trip to Bangkok. I ll beat Reuben's number of pictures! I hope...
Actually the aim of the Bangkok trip is to do shopping! But didnt buy much, just had a day of sight seeing.


>>> Somerset Apartments

>>>Traffic as usual
.jpg)
>>> One of the newest malls, Central World, quite grand

>>>Forced to be lame

>>> Thai food at the quite famous highend foodcourt franchise, Food Loft




>>>Nightscene outside Central World

>>>Tourist attraction: Four faced Buddha




>>>BTS track
.jpg)
>>>Taxi we booked for a day for sightseeing

>>>In the Grand Palace


.jpg)
.jpg)




>>>Dun be mistaken, the Buddha isnt doing a handstand, camera tilted

>>>The famous reclining Buddha
.jpg)
>>> One of the many artistic photos


>>> Thailand the Buddhist country

>>>Buddha's head

>>>Toeprint

>>>One of my fav photos. There s a whole line of pots around the Buddha for people to put coins in one by one for good luck or something like that

>>>Marble temple, the walls are made of marble
>>>Boats for show


>>> The one on the right is the King's boat, it is usually surrounded by army boats at sea

>>>The Shrine

>>>View up the Shrine (great lighting)


>>> The one on the right is the King's boat, it is usually surrounded by army boats at sea

>>>The Shrine

>>>View up the Shrine (great lighting)
>>>Balek Kampung
The trip wasnt too bad. But jeremy's inaccurate information got me walking all over the place just to find the jersey shop. In the end also didnt buy. Waste time.
Anyway the holiday's ending and the year's ending. This year is eventful but not eventful enough. Looking forward to 2008!!! Happy New Year!




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