Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Boring

Yesterday i had a shock call. Yea a phone call. Unexpected caller. Actually to be honest not unexpected. The day before, i was lying in bed thinking whether this fellow will call me. Yep, i got it right. He called. Who is it? Who else... Chem teacher lor. Didnt hand up hw by 30th Nov. Sort of expected him to chase. Anyways, i told him i will hand up today and i did. At around 4 plus. Then went out to Orchard went family.

Thinking about calls. I got this phobia. About unexpected phone calls. i think its spooky. I remembered sometime in Febuary this year, around 5am, there was this call. my mother answered it and started crying. you never know what's going on outside if you are looking at only the receiver's expression. it can be something you never even thought about it before. The call that morning was from my aunt who told my mother that her father my grandfather is going to pass away, holding on for the last few minutes. My mother then rushed to the hospital. Hiya, today i had a taste of that feeling again. Not that something bad happened, just that an unexpected call out of the blue start ringing will always make me try to anticipate and get ready for the worst. I have many ageing relatives. My grandmother is 90 + years old, even i cant remember the exact age. It s scary dun you think? Anything can happen, anywhere, anytime. My eldest aunt reaching 70 seems weak and sick. Everytime my mother answer a call and keep silent for a while, remind me of the Febuary morning. I only feel relieve after she start to talk about some other topic.

Ok back today. Went to Orchard walk here and there waste time, exercise legs thats about it. There s little you can do in Orchard other than walk and waste time, at least that s my opinion...

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