Stay Home

i feel that i really have no life. Damn sian. stay at home for hours and just doing practically nothing is super boring. yesterday stayed at home and slacked about until dinner. couldnt find the motivation to pick up the book. went to airport for dinner. supposed to send cousin off to italy but didnt make it in time so in the end just went there for Burger King. After that went to Giant in Tampines. The place where Courts and Ikea are grouped together. opened quite long ago but to avoid the crowd, i couldnt be bothered to visit the place. In fact, Giant wasnt that gigantic afterall. I expected it to be at least the size of more than 6 football fields. but it was no where near that. anyway, reached home about 12am with just a few groceries and household items.

I felt that i wasted my day yesterday. maybe i should have just walked out in the morning to CCAB and get screwed when i come back. At least i will feel i used my day well. And i wont lose my freekicks chances (info from jer's blog). thinking of freekicks, it reminds me of those days in lower sec where i come home almost daily to practise them. practise my accuracy and power. mostly i opt for accuracy coz at that time i prefer to curl the ball. but after watching epl higlights, i thought it was nicer to score with power. so in the end i started ramming and ramming and ramming. practise really gives results and maybe that is how i got my power, but at the same time lost accuracy. should really train my left foot and head. left foot and curl but no power. head and clear but no accuracy. seems like a suck afterall. anyway ying lun said i m not first choice anyway, it s just that i m filling in a blank slot. i m just a useless rammer... should just stop soccer anyway i m playing for no reason and direction. i remembered a Gerrard quote about his decision to stay at Liverpool 2 seasons ago when he almost left for Chelsea. He said he will continue to playing at Liverpool until someone tells him they dun need him any more. That quote might just have a link to my currrent situation now.

Anyway, I woke up today and started mugging bio. found the motivation and inspiration afterall. should mug even more so that i wont be lagging. maybe i should practise my maths since i m always slow in doing problems. couldnt even finish the simple test last week. damn. but at least i know i wont be last in class for it. yay. honestly, i think i should really step on the gear and plan my time well. so that i have time to prepare for the matchplus napfa and do well academically.

before i go, i wanna comment about the matches today. liverpool played average today but their defence was damn vulnerable, finnan was quite shag and arbeloa wasnt comfortable at LB. Hyypia and Carra like lost their chemistry after not playing together for so long. Sissoko was like a headless chicken. I rather play alonso and mascherano together, at least there is more balance. sissoko just clear and anyhow pass lose so much possession and bellamy cant play with crouch la. it s just not right. at least benitez made up for his mistake and sent on kuyt and pennant. this 2 are good enuff to turn the game around. spurs played pretty well today but beacause of 1 mistake everything went down the drain. rocha is a good CB but he should really ahve chested Carlvalho's shot away. what a waste. jenas was shag and both strikers up front was shit. only ghaly stood out. he helped in attack and never gave up to chase the ball. that s a good player to me. arsenal's match i didnt watch but i saw the only goal which was by zamora. controversial but nice. zamora look like the prison break the inmate. the one always wear the bandana and wanna trouble C note. currently, man u is losing 1 nil to Pompey. James look like he just sneaked out from an igloo with all the beard and moustache to keep warmth. Plus the hat to protect the head. crap la, he always change his looks. damn free. hope man u lose so the title race will be right open, then it will be exciting. van der sar isnt too convincing these few matches. with his experience, he should palm the ball out for corner instead of in front of him where it is damn dangerous considering the number of attackers in the box waiting to poach. anyway he should learn from his mistakes la. gtg liao. bb