Sick

This week isnt too good so far.

Monday was bio and geog elect MYE. Bio quite simple. Geog just as simple, but screwed up map reading. I think nevina ho gonna target me.

Tueday was A maths. 50% fail. those that i know how to do, no confidence of getting the right answer. Those that i dunno how to do, just write crap. so in the end sure fail. but at least this one will have many people failing with me so not too bad.

After a maths exam, went to CCAB again to play soccer. This time had a whole lot of people from my class there. Ying lun started crossing then when passing the ball back to him, it dropped straight into the pine tree. Ask jeremy what happened to his team geist and he will explain to you. Was damn demoralised and everyone started blaming me. anyway i didnt care much coz jer was coming and was bringing his ball. so in the end we went to eat prata across the road then continued playing. after eating, my stomach was really bad. cant play well. but at least played better than with stupid nabeh in my team for all the matches even after reshuffling. damn suay. expected, went home chao tah and got scolded by mother.

Wednesday was the start of a boring 2 weeks. had this stupid mother tongue intensive preparation and one day can have up to 4 periods of chinese! usually cant even tahan 1 period, now got 4, sure die. and it s gonna last for 2 weeks until chinese Os.

Thursday, suppose to run 2.4km but fell sick during maths lesson suddenly. started sneezing, then had this massive headache and had slight fever. dunno where the hell the virus or bacteria came from. So in the end didnt run and had to lend my PE attire to someone who didnt bring his but need to run. Now my 2.4km will be on monday, together with ming, wen lin and i think all the failures. haha. shawn came to me after his run and say good la, i will be the first in class for my 2.4 on mon. coz all heavy weight champs and stamina cmi people. but i m worried there wont be anyone pacing and pushing me. peer pressure can do wonders. if i m leading the pack by a lot, then i will have the tendency to slow down. so it s not good in a way.

Planned to watch movie with jer after sch but as usual, yl, shawn, zx all wanna play soccer. then jonathan the instigator also wanted to play. then they all went to play while i took a cab home with a burning temperature and splitting headache. went home, cook nooodle, bathe, and slept for 5 hours. felt better after resting.

Friday, planned to go school as i didnt wanna miss anything like going through exam papers and also the mock test. if i miss, it will be damn troublesome coz i have to retake, and also dunno what questions i do wrong in the exam. will also miss NCC training. left only about 4 trainings and i m officially out of NCC, should do my best. Woke up in morning feeling damn hot and cold at the same time then mother came in to tell me dun go sch.

So spent the morning staring at the tv, playing fifa, completing challenges after challenges. buying everything available at the fan shop. had simply nothing to do. plan to go out later to breathe some fresh air. i m sick of home when i m here all day long.

Sports fiesta tomorrow. father was pissed with my obssesion in soccer and he scolded me again yesterday. A few days ago, he even wanted to lock up my boots. dunno what to say.... have to think of a way to get out of the house tomorrow to go sch. he will be up early to jog and that will make my life more difficult. and another problem is that i m not fully recovered so wont play to my best and that is a gamble. see how things go...