In love

I just realized yesterday that i have been in love for the past 3 years. I was lying in bed thinking about everything and anything and suddenly i felt so sad.

You have been with me for 3 years, maybe more. All along by my side but i took you for granted. i remember the first time when i saw you, i knew i was attracted immediately to your features. You were regarded as one of the best and finest by everyone then. They sang praises of you and i was pretty proud to have you. The times that we spent together were usually happy but there are moments of anguish, despair, sadness, anxiousness and many more. i was ashamed to show you to others even though you arent that bad looking. In my eyes, you have always been my ideal partner but times change and even though now you are gone, i will always remember you. with you by my side i felt good and everytime you call, i will definitely go for you even when at times when i m very busy. Sometimes your calls are so soft that even i didnt know you were alarming me of something important, for that, i apologise. at times of emergency you were mostly there for me, even though there were indeed times when you were unavaliable and i had to think of ways to solve my own problem. The times when you lay beside me on my bed, singing to my ears are the most touching and memorable moments. For now, i would like to say thank you for all that you have given me and wish you luck with whoever you find as your next partner. I hope that he or she will take good care of you unlike how i treated you that you even rebelled and showed signs of anger by turning your back against me. I dun blame you for all that as i know it was indeed my fault for not handling you with care. I will miss the times when i held you in my hands and smiling to your face when you tease me with something unoriginal taken from others.

Even though i found a replacement for you, it can never replace the affection i had for you, you are one and only, unique in your own ways and styles. thank you once more for everything, my dearest 6230. Your games were better than others, with beach rally, classic snake and many others that i ll never admit in front of others that they were fun. You held all my personal information from birthdays to messages from friends and family. the convenience you provide like being a mobile calculator satisfy my laziness to look for the scientific one. and the variety you have like the world clock helped me to determine my epl match times. Your bluetooth feature was one of the first to be installed in a mobile phone and i received countless of interesting yet important files from friends thanks to you. A billion thanks my old lover, for you brought spice and happiness to my life.

This post is dedicated to my former phone, 6230, who spent 3 whole years with me sending and receiving thousands of messages, holding days of calls and talktime with you friends. My feelings for this phone is entirely real as i felt the pain when it was traded in for $60 to subsidy the fee of my new 5700. The departure of this durable and trustee friend really hurt me when i thought of it being sent for reprocessing, cleaning and to serve in probably malaysia or indonesia. 6230 has been my true friend these past 3 years. I really appreciated its service for me, being so user friendly and lifelike. Its last few days with me was as if its dying, refusing to process anything i type on the keypad, like a stubborn old man dying in bed refusing to take his medicine or talk to others. It s really amazing how a non-living thing can cause someone to have so much feelings and affection for it. If i keep thinking of it for another few hours, i think i m really gonna cry. People only cherish and appreciate what's around them when it's been taken away. that s what makes the whole issue so sad.

Goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend.