Troubled

Feeling troubled lately. Maybe it s the virus? Coughing like mad, throat burning, head spinning, always tired. Missed sch on mon because of that. as i m typing, i m coughing..

I forgot the feeling of being sick since i havent fell ill since er.. early last year? still human afterall. no matter how much care you take, these things just strike.

and i hate the feeling of being sick, cant do anything properly, miss out on so much etc. must recover fast! sat CCAB!! finally, after so long.

i think the biggest thing bugging me now is track. till now i m not sure exactly what s the problem. whether i make it to exco? whether the people in the exco deserve it? whether track will improve with our batch? whether i should join Sprints instead and abandon Distance?

so many problems, and no answers.

i m sort of glad FPSP is taking the back seat for the time being. even though it s fun doing and i dun mind going for another competition. can we qualify?

PW, WR isnt that good, thousands of appendix. so what if we have 60 over pages, the real report aint much of substance, must really put in effort to think and type. Just rushed through the first draft. Still have so much to do, brochure, poster, video, transcipt, post survey, website.

OCIP, i m confident it ll go through with our back up plan. just the parents. coz with the back up, cost isnt a worry anymore. and please Thai troops, just get the hell out of there.

Bio field trip, i think i m not going definitely. with so many things going on at the same time, and the research thingy dun really appeal to me.

Work shadowing aka stalking, Gabs bugging me to submit the form with him, but with such disgusting CT results, i doubt they ll even look at the form. And it might clash with OCIP. no good.

Last but never least, academics. Bad, i m not on track.

Is my life really going downhill? that s another question to be answered.