Heavy

Photo vomitting time, i just realised i still have some pics from the soccer match 2 weeks ago in my phone.






I think i ll get a Predator.

Last Sat, went to Suntec City coz mum wanted to catch the French Spiderman scaling the building. So i actually stood there for more than an hour watching the joker climb up tile after tile. The video i took was so boring that i think you ll fall asleep before he even reach the 2nd storey.

The emcee of the event was trying his best to entertain the crowd with his constant rumbling about the kids on the stage pulling his belt, taking off his pants blah blah blah. But at least it he did his job to entertain the crowd. The initial winner of the lucky draw was dumb enough to disappear from the venue and he lost the car. Some other woman won it after a redraw. Went for dinner at Ichiban, enjoying the laser works and songs at the same time while eating. Just feels so good to be in touch with the world once again.

Sunday, mug day.

Monday, Monday blues.

Tuesday, Chinese test. For the first time i got a 72 and hit the top. Miracles do happen. I thought i ll just fill up all the slots for the bottom for every subject. I should have remained as a mugger at CJ, answering every question the teacher ask, doing all tutorials, sitting up STRAIGHT and listening attentively and do notes during lectures. Being branded as a nerd isnt that bad afterall. Coming to SA broke my momentum. SIGH.

GP MSA in the afternoon. ok this time i ll just fail. Summary was bad, AQ was worse. Did some work at Tau Huey's after that.

Wednesday, service learning preparation. The class ( cassie, jocelyn, jing yan, jolena) did the booklet. Felt quite bad not doing anything apart for some pathetic cutting. But i realised i couldnt do much coz i wasnt there for the part 1 session when most of the class went. I could only comment on the performance by the kiddos which i witnessed. Anyways, enjoyed every moment at Tau Huey's after that with timo, cassie and lois. Even though it was mostly criticising and making a joke out of the optical illusion pyjamas.

Thursday, GP debate. Screwed up pretty badly. I wasnt prepared. Cooked up several last minute points and obviously there was no flow. I think i ll have to redo another presentation. PE was tag rugby. Quite fun, but i still find it kinda retarded. Had self training after school at first with Gabs, just ran 6 rounds starting from lane 1 to 6. Kept a constant pace for Gabs. Had some soccer with Shawn and Benjamin. Wasted a glorious chance with a header. Brilliant cross from Ben but i let him down when the ball came into contact with the wrong part of my head. Wasted.

Ying Lun came and had track self training together with Xiao Ping. 300m sprints in 55 sec. Pretty fun in fact. Rain came and had to stop, so did stationary exercises instead.

Friday, PE, Ho didnt come. Had basketball. Sorry to the girls who had to bring home some of my precious sweat. Did quite a lot of running so inevitably will sweat. Sprinted after that.

Chem SPA was ok. Vomitted almost everything from the notes.
Econs was draggy. Just glad that i had food. Honey waffle and cookies. heh.
Math remedial was average. But revision for MD and MI was really important.

Today, met up with Ying Lun at Tau Huey's for some mugging in the morning. It wasnt very good but cleared some doubts and had immediate answers to questions, so it was quite effective in a way. Macs for lunch (bad for health and wallet) then went to school for the National Song Writing Competition. Quite a waste time. The turnup rate was quite pathetic too. Yep and the SCGS girl is the only one who deserves to win.




>>> The event ended off with a cannot-be-anymore-cornier-and-disgusting bye bye song. To think it s a national schools event and with the Lee composer brothers present.

Ying Lun s quote of the day: "My class is like global warming, the problem cannot be solved."

Continued with some mugging at Tau Huey's before going to Broadway for dinner and some Olumpigs treat. Another long trip home got me thinking. I'm thinking.

Currently, i m feeling sore. Inside out. Everything s so heavy. I literally cant breathe. My mind is filled with one thought for the whole day. I think i fell. Real hard.

Mind in a whirl, heart in a stir.

Make it obvious or keep it as oblivious?

They rhyme... just like with my life.