So it shall be

So it shall be.

I m just rotting my life away. Maybe i m trying, trying too hard. (No copyright violation of Empty because i changed a word.) So much to do, but the motivation isnt there. I spent so much time on it, but i wonder how much i ll get in return. But I know for sure it s contributing to more stress and fatigue.

If i m graded on effort now, i should get an A. Compare it to the time before CTs.

Ironically, we Josephians say this so often during prayer, even i can recite it to you.

teach me to be generous
teach me to serve you as you deserve
to give and not to count the cost
to fight and not to heed the wounds
to toil and not to seek for rest
to labour and not to seek reward
except that of knowing that i do your will

how difficult is that to achieve. Morning prayers in SJI are so meaningful yet i never cherished. how i miss those days..

Even though my quote of the day is

"I never fail to fail,"

my quote of the day for tomorrow is still

"Come what may."

For i shall not collapse even if the last man falls. A pillar of strength? nah, more of a last choice desperate help option.

just wanna say even if the sky falls, i m still here. I m not a man for myself, but a man for others..