PRELIMS PART 1

Hmm.. the feeling during this period s kinda nice actually. Exam period s good because we get to go home early to mug and mug and mug and mug and mug... which is a positive externality. there s this sense of achievement when i manage to cover the topics, or when i manage to get the answers for maths. i m glad that i finally fully understand repiration, neurones and photosynthesis. it has been bugging me for sometime. never found the time to sit down, read and summarise the 3 topics. and progressing in vectors!

Prelims so far aint good. Subtracting large amounts of marks sucks, when i cant finish or simply cant do. but it s a good gauge, i still have a lot more work to do, i need more practice. i still have statistics to conquer!!! and i never bothered to memorise inorganic chem. and peh will be sad i ve neglected econs this time round. looks like i wont be able to hit the ambitious 70 rank points kevin ho set for me. that s just all Cs. and i wont even be able to hit 60, that s all Ds. the only realistic target now is 50. which i havent gotten in my entire 2 years, how sad can that be??

as we go higher, really we start accepting failure and mistakes as part of our lives. IT S JUST 70 MARKS to get an A! 60 to a B! and when 50 plus sounds disgusting for the past 17 years, it s now acceptable! yet so difficult to obtain.


anyways, 'CIP' today was kinda fun. have to admit i was sort of mesmerized by a girl. sorted out books at Stamford Primary and did some tuition for the kids. Grace Shen Jing Wen made me a hell lot younger. lol. when we are all talking about the boring stuff day in day out, just talking to a primary school girl (talkative yet a good listener) was really a breath of fresh air. the air was pure, no pollutants, yet some sense of maturity present. it s amazing how these primary 4 kids managed to get me thinking of something more 'human-ly'. a scratch card, a hidden pack of Hichew in the pencil box and the slow, concise and large handwriting. it s like WOW. and the best thing, they listen. no arguments, no aggression, just plain kids with bouts of energy, never afraid to express themselves.

WE, on the other hand, are overworked retards, brain drained, possessing fatigued bodies and a corrupted mind.



When i was mugging for the past few days, i just kept thinking of those times. Got into PES B, gonna receive combat pay! And i thought about NCC. FALL IN! YANG TINGGI KENAN ...! PURPLE LIGHT!! those days were great. And sec 4 mugging with Ming, Ying, Shawn and especially Reuben was productive. Now it s Gab, Pin, Lois, Gay, Pam or just alone. MUGGING the LONER SPORT. SOCCER!! match after match. cant wait for MONDAY! QUEENSWAY! the hours we spent just walking up and down the hexical building, throw in IKEA to complete the package. and JAMMING cant break thru with guan and gang. lol must go jam soon. oh and TRACK, i miss pushing like a madman running amok an 800m race. 2 rounds are fantabulous, especially 2 at Bukit Gombak Stadium. Trainings! i had so much discipline to train hard, now i cant even run. spoilt knee. i ll swim tml!

And every single precious moment. I miss the people, person, and everything that was simply magical.


but like what my P5 teacher said,"Work and play makes Daryl a happy boy." hahaha.
that's ORA et LABORA.