chapter II

hello world. i survived 3 weeks.

i cant say much about what went on for the past 3 weeks. but i can say that i m no more green. but now blue. ok maybe i m still partially green in some sense, but i m officially and technically blue from now onwards.

i m halting here for a while.
because i have to think before typing.


ok.

learnt quite a bit so far. missed life on the outside, missed people, thought about stuff and went through some tough times. both physically and mentally. but more of mental. for once, i had to pause, take out a book and a pen, list out problems and come up with solutions. and everyday i attempt to apply them.

it s a new dimension of challenge. trapped within a boundary of unfamiliar scenarios, feeling uncomfortable. but it s a stage of becoming independent and facing the real world. the artificial environment created for me since i was born has finally collapsed. there s no longer maternal wings to hide beneath, no longer filtering walls of separation, no longer shields of steel to take the blows. i stand alone.

a new chapter has begun.



but you'll never walk alone.