i have been typing for the whole day now, so i think i shall keep this short to spare my eyes from further damage done by the computer monitor.
the past week seemed damn long.
my buddy left. we had a long heart to heart talk on the last night and i realised the best thing that happened to me since the start of air force service term was to have him as a room mate. we are somewhat similar in many ways, the only difference lies in that he has a hell lot more life experience and made decisions that i have to make soon. being at the cross roads of life, it is fortunate for me to have some valuable advice thrown down by a senior. it was a good night.
i met another good fella on friday. he was another senior. and the tips and preview he gave gave me some mental preparation for what to come. it isnt gonna be easy but still it wouldnt be as depressing as what the army guys are going through. they seem so... sad. even if they dun manage to pull through, they have already earned my respect. just compare to some others.. i can only sigh.
celebrated my birthday which still has a countdown on everyday s newspapers (there is only one countdown at the moment) on saturday with gay, ape and 2 nineteen year olds. haha we are really running out of ideas. but it was something new in a way. i was dead tired yesterday so pardon my lethargy and sianess. thanks peeps for everything.
the PROJECT. chionged till 3am yesterday but i still couldnt complete. fell asleep while doing it. seriously exhausted. finally completed it about an hour ago.
checked my knee. it should be fine. i just need to do a Jamie Carragher for the moment. Capello just have to come at the right moment.
i still havent found a solution to the problem for next friday. and i have to find soon. real soon.
everyday, there s this feeling. i cant really describe. it s a mixture of wanting to cry, wanting to shout, wanting to grab something but there s nothing to grab, wanting to swallow something sweet but the taste s only sour. It s just so damn complex is frustrating.
just sigh.
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