screwed up

And yes I'm blogging on my bb once more. I'm not crazy. I just want to note down my exact thoughts and feelings at this moment.

In short, I've never had such strong negative feelings for a long long while. I'm extremely furious. I'm just puzzled and shocked how some incompetent idiots can rise up to the top when they know nothing. When they make the wrong decisions ALL the time. When they are meant to be treated as trash.

You. Lemme tell you, I rather hug and tell the auntie who cleans the entire block how much I respect her and appreciate the things that she does day in day out quietly than to freaking strike a conversation with you.

You have lost ALL respect I have of you previously, even though it hardly existed in the first place.

Every single day, I do to the best of my ability to do my job, learn new stuff, help others whenever I can, DO THE RIGHT THING. Tirelessly, I slog, I work overtime, I compromise my personal time even when everyone else has gone home, to put in the best quality work. To change things, make the wrong things right. Organised the entire department. Learnt every single shit on my own, the hard way, from scratch.

Never I thought of receiving recognition or fame. I just wanted to do my stuff nicely, be of service, and just remain free from the limelight be it for the good or bad. Serve and get lost. Simple as that.

But, instead of you retards up there coming to say,"hey thank you, I really appreciate what you've done to make my job so much easier. " Or just shut up and let me live in peace. YOU come and dig for me and try to find fault in what I do. And is on the verge of heavily punishing me when I did NOTHING WRONG. When some other guy is the one who made the BIG mistake, but I get punished BIG TIME. Get your frigging facts right. And use your brain. Ok wait, did you even have one to begin with? Seriously, do you even have any IQ or EQ at all? Just leeching and thriving on others.

Please, go to the ground. Look around. See who are the ones working so hard, for you. Just be aware, who are those, just sitting around doing nothing. You don't have to punish the bad guys, but please, don't kill the good guys.