I'm really disappointed with how things have turned out. Disappointed with the so-called 'management', the supposed wiser leaders. Even for someone I used to hold high regard for, the true colours couldn't hide ultimately.
Somehow, I felt like a domestic worker for the past 2 weeks. Only worse. It's really crazy. For the first time in my life, every minute was fully utilized. In 24hours, 2 x 10min meals, or even optional, 20min spent in the loo, 3hours sleep, the rest work. That equates to approximately 20hours of solid work time a day, consecutive for approx 2 weeks. No weekends. No breaks. Just a slave.
Of course, inevitably the black hawk went down. The bugs attacked. I shouted mayday but still kept working. Until I decided I needed a break and took one day off stating mc, but all I did was sleep for one whole day. The flu subsided, the throat soothed, the fever cooled. I was kinda proud of myself though, for I actually recovered fully in 2 days with the help of only 2 flu pills.
The purpose of this post isn't about how I fell sick and recovered. It is about the reason why I fell sick. I've learnt so much how people give an organisation its shape. I've learnt the importance of good leadership, imposing strong and robust internal systems, a solid foundation. I've learnt how the quality of the manpower can make such a difference and how different education backgrounds affect the standard. I've learnt that respect is earned and not given. I've learnt that there's a bigger world out there for me to explore. I've learnt that I hate the combination of incompetence, stubbornness and authoritativeness, because it's the perfect composition for doomsday. I've learnt that there are easy yet stupid methods to earn your pay, and difficult yet brilliant and constructive methods for the same target. I choose the latter.
I realised the importance of freedom and the right to choose what you want to do every single day. It isn't about politics, it's just plain basic human rights.
Haven't been really replying msges and bothered with social life thanks to the past 2 and coming week. But like I said, it's like an exam and it's ending soon. Real soon.
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