Monday, June 27, 2011

laisse-faire

Hello one and all. I promised myself I would post something today, so here I am.

The previous post isn't a good post to leave as the latest post. I had another read recently and I questioned myself, did I really feel so shitty for that week? I mean how bad can life be right? It's amazing how different I feel right now as compared to 2 weeks ago. Call it quick to bounce back from tough times, or just can't be bothered to be affected, I have no idea how i managed to overcome that period.

Looking back, yea again, lessons learnt. Ok but enough of that week. It has passed, and I was fighting more fire the following week. As usual. Ok to put it in proper simple English, it is handling or seeing to urgent impromptu stuff that suddenly pops out of nowhere. And these crap usually attack big.

Anyway, apart from those forest fires, I practically reverted back to a full time student for the week. It's scary, the familiar stress and tension studying and facing examinations. It isn't easy being a student and it isn't easy working either. Life sucks man. Haha.

After all the shit that happened, I finally sat back, rested and had a great Sunday with my family. Dimsum brunch at the old Fortunate Restaurant at Toa Payoh, now named swatow or something. And followed by grocery shopping at Giant, a good swim and a great dinner at Civil Service Club Changi. Somehow the conversations were simple and stress free, talking about everything under the sun, laughing at the lousiest of jokes. Great time.

My mum described me when I was a baby and it was quite amusing. She said I was really just a chubby fat baby who would grab a bottle of juice, shut up, lie down and drink in the cot. With my legs dangling out, occasionally making small kicks and basically just taking life easy, relaxing. Hahah I guess it's really in-built into my DNA. I see no point in being bothered, being uptight about small little things for a long time. Even if it's a major thing, I would try to settle as calmly as possible and move on. My mum said I was really different from other kids who would run around, scream and cry for no apparent reason. I and my sisters would just hold hands, walk down the street and people watch. Just observe silently and ask politely when necessary. Is that even possible? I have no idea why we were and are like that! How can we be born obedient and mature? It's seriously scary! Haha but that's me I guess.

Aha, watched lion city cup and was totally impressed and inspired by the kids. They got my legs itchy all over again. Meanwhile, it's time to sleep! Dead tired.

Have a great week ahead! (I definitely would!)



Always look on the bright side of life. :D
(Lol that's coming from me, wow. Hahaha!)

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